My Life Story with Father Ed
My first meeting with Father Ed was Sept.,2005. I didn't recall the day because it was unexpected and I never thought we would become intimate afterwards. I was not interested with him before he approached me to become his prayer warrior, because, I didn't know him personally. I was surprised why he chose me because we really didn't know each other. I presumed that he could see me leading a rosary group daily after the last Mass in the morning, praying more than an hour. I only knew his name being an ordained deacon and the place he was brought up. I was obliged to do something spiritually for he requested me personally. My group prayed for priests daily and specifically when requested. It was my first time to be gladly asked by a deacon to say prayers for him, so I had to make it special. The first thing I did for him was to offer my daily communion for 30 days to drive hindrances away and his ordination for priesthood be realized. This started a day before Blessed Mother Mary's birthday, Sept. 7,2005. I gave him a rosary guide for the 20 decades with meditations and a laminated prayer when troubled and need holy hope. Then on the 13th communion offering I had, I was prompted to lend him a book, the story of my life I had written entitled, "My Spiritual Experiences for Every Level of Prayer" (Private Revelation). After a month, he returned my book. He wanted to ask me many questions but time was limited. I told him someday for sure, we would be given time.
In the morning of June 29,2006, he approached me for the 2nd time and requested me to pray-over him. I was not surprised although he didn't see me praying-over others. It was his faith upon reading my book that inspired him to submit. He was really guided by the Holy Spirit for it was his ordination as priest in the afternoon. During my pray-over, he asked me what was radiating on my palm which was cool, menthol-like invisible substance in abundance entering his head down to the depth of his being. I simply answered, a healing balm which came from deep within me. He knew I didn't use anything except prayer.
After his ordination, I didn't see Father Ed more than six months because he was assigned at the FIAT House. We met again when he celebrated the Mass for my mother's 92nd birthday in her residence. Two months after, we met again on my way to the market. He called me while driving his motorcycle, so I crossed the street and we had a friendly chat.
It was April,2008 when I attended the End-Times recollection in Manila, Philippines presided by a prophetess name Dr. Mary Jane Even from Nebraska, USA. She was an instrument wherein holy messages were dictated by Heavenly Personages with direct, unveiled to her, no more, no less and not a single word came from the prophetess. After she wrote what were dictated, she had to present them to Heaven to be verified true and correct, any go-signal given was meant to be ready for printing. She published several books from 1993-2004, twelve years dictated messages. I read from the messages that one must find a holy priest and take care of him. During the lecture, she mentioned that the coming of Jesus is at hand and we should be ready physically, mentally and spiritually. I was prompted to discern and I asked God to dictate to me the full name of the priest he had chosen, for nine years I couldn't find one. It was flashed in my mind the name of Father Eduardo Zafe. I was overjoyed because he read my book already and it would not be hard for me to break the news. For nine years I'd been waiting, I couldn't find him for he was still studying.
I planned to contact him thirty days after my return from Manila, but to my surprise he himself, came to my residence twelve days after I arrived. He explained that somebody unseen was pulling and leading him to go to my place. This time I offered him a pray-over, then told him about my discernment that he was chosen to become holy. He couldn't believe why he was chosen. I told him it was an act of humility pleasing to God which was the same reaction when God was about to enter my being. I did not accept and did not welcome God for I felt unworthy and I was not ready. God was pleased on what I did. Many crosses were sent to me which I embraced all victoriously. These made me strong, ready and no longer afraid. I welcomed the Living God and felt Him entering my being lovingly and tenderly. I recalled the time when Father Ed had my first pray-over hours before his ordination. The healing balm and holy oil was in abundance which anointed him as a chosen one from the head up to the depth of his being. For almost two years I didn't even know this, not until I discerned and asked God to dictate the name of the priest he had chosen.
I offered another 30 days communion to Father Ed as a priest to grow in virtues and in holiness. We often see each other this time, I was destined to take care of him. He visited me to submit for a pray-over and listened to my spiritual sharing on how I was given Supernatural Gifts. He listened attentively being a humble priest and he was gaining something according to him which he didn't take up in the theology.
One time he visited me at 2:30 pm and as usual, we had our sharing and pray-over then he left. It was natural for me that he would come and go and felt nothing, but after 24 hours, 2:30 pm the following day, I felt so different. I pitied him and missed him so much. I cried and longed to see him. I was so concerned about him. I asked God what was happening to me. I could feel that Father Ed was like my son who came from my womb. I asked the Lord again, "Who is Father Ed to me? What is our relationship?" I was answered by flashing in my mind "Spiritual Adopted Son" The promptings of the Holy Spirit was so strong. I couldn't even understand what was happening to me but later I got the meaning what the Holy Spirit was trying to convey. The following day near the Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration Chapel (PEAC) Father Ed and I met which we did not plan. I told him what happened yesterday, that he was now my spiritual adopted son as prompted by the Holy Spirit. If this would be the case, he should call me Mama Nem, being his spiritual foster mother. After 5 days he called me Ma or Mama not mentioning my nickname in his own way. The intimacy we are having as mother and son was evident. I told him to be transparent with me as his foster mother to become closer. The affection of a son to his mother should grow so that in this way, it would be easy for me to present him to Blessed Mother Mary, the Mother of all. I addressed him my Beloved Son after I had explained to him our relationship even in my write-ups.
The time passed by and after 14 months, he opened up that he could not accept being a chosen one because he felt unworthy but he believed all what I had shared to him and the messages he read. I explained that the evil ones were deceiving him in order to stop him from keeping in touch with me and the messages. I told him not to be afraid because I myself, would lead him to holiness if he presumed he was not a holy one yet. I felt the overwhelming joy when he was enlightened and achieved another level of acceptance on the fact that he was a chosen one by God.
I reminded him to be prayerful to have an orderly life. He should help himself and not depend on me to earn merits. I had finished my race, now a witness of faith because I had reached spiritual fulfillment and experienced perfect love. All the merits I am still earning would be inherited by Father Ed, my spiritual adopted son, because we are spiritually related. Daily I offer 20 decades of the rosary to obtain my petitions for Father Ed. We prayed together at times, few to mention are the following prayers: Rosary of the Immaculate Heart, Sacred Heart Rosary, Rosary of the Divine Will, Chaplet of God our Father, Chaplet of the Divine Mercy, Novena to the Eternal Spirit of Love, Novena to the Divine Mercy, Prayer Against Satan and the Rebellious Angels (Exorcism). Every novena we had, I listed down intentions for him. Praying with me has a weight equivalent to a church community because the Holy Trinity is dwelling in me. The prayer in tongue which is permanent gift was given to me on a First Friday, Jan.03,1992.
My first time to pray for Father Ed was Sept. 07 the day her biological mother was still alive. She died Sept.8, the day when Blessed Mother Mary was born. Her mother was replaced by Mother Mary's presence for he longed for a mother. Mama Nem was born Aug. 12 and Blessed Mother Mary died Aug.13. I gave a meaning to this situation not mentioning the year for analysis, how I was destined to be a foster mother. When I first prayed for Father Ed, his real mother was still alive and she welcomed my prayer for her son. When she died, Blessed Mother Mary took charge as his mother. When Mama Nem was born, I took charge as his foster mother because Mother Mary had to leave after my birth. In this difficult times, Father Ed needs a mother whom he could really see personally to perform his role well, assigned by God. With the extraordinary gifts I am having, I have a special mission to accomplish with Father Ed being my spiritual adopted son. We are compatible with each other because we are one in mind, heart and spirit.
My role being a spiritual foster mother is a sacrifice itself. I have to die to myself just to follow God's will. Whenever we encounter, we have to perform the "Spiritual Routine Required by Heaven" or SRRH for short. I had something to pray on his chest and two palms for his growth in virtues and in holiness and the most awaited part would be the printing of Blessed Mother Mary's image on his chest by an angel. This could not be erased and copied by any artist. This would be the symbol of holiness.
Before I went to the USA for the first time, our SRRH was incomplete. During my stay in California last Nov. 1,2009, All Saint's Day, the Holy Spirit dictated to me the prayers and other things to do to make our SRRH complete. As I reflect on the prompting of the Holy Spirit, All Saint's Day was a perfect timing for my goal to make Father Ed become holy. I could perceive the truth that this would happen. Yes, he would become a saint someday! Whether successful or not, we would remain faithful to God.
Be it known that 3-3-3 is God's number and Satan double it making 6-6-6 as his number, because of pride. In our SRRH, I was prompted to use 3 sets of 3-3-3 and the details are for me and my Beloved Sons's use only. One set for God our Father, one set for Jesus and another set for the Holy Spirit. Now that you have known 6-6-6 as Satan's number, never accept his mark or else be condemned to eternal punishment.
I returned to Virac, Catanduanes, Philippines last Jan.08,2010. Father Ed and I met at the Chapel of the Saints the following day. We executed the complete spiritual routine required by Heaven for the first time. When we executed our SRRH at the Tabernacle Chapel, last Jan.10,2010, I felt an overwhelming joy. I couldn't recite the prayer because I was in ecstasy. Father Ed is required to kiss my ring every SRRH for it is the line of Grace to holiness. On my ring finger wherein the crucifix of my rosary sticks, served as a wedding ring in my spiritual marriage with God. Upon kissing my ring by Father Ed, as if a long wire as plugged to Heaven and my spirit was lifted up. I could not think or speak as if I was floating on the air then I regained my consciousness and we finished our SRRH. This happening implied the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist at the Tabernacle which was missing and did not happen at the Chapel of the Saints. I could even give my motherly affection to my Beloved Son in front of the Blessed Sacrament and my purity would never be tainted. God is happy for us because we followed His will that we should be spiritually related.
On the day of the presentation of Jesus in the temple last Feb.02,2010, while I was praying the Rosary at home, I was prompted to stop first and write a prayer stated this way:
PRESENTATION OF FATHER ED TO BLESSED MOTHER MARY by Mama Nem.
Mary, my Beloved Mother, I present to you Father Ed, my Spiritual Adopted Son. Mold him to become a replica of your Beloved Son, Jesus and be worthy to journey towards spiritual fulfillment until experiencing perfect love and be able to help me plant and propagate the seeds of love especially to those given the grace to be one with us in mind, heart and spirit. May the fruits yield more and in God's perfect time, Blessed Mother Mary, you present him to Jesus, your Beloved Son. Amen.
Then I went to church to look for my Beloved Son. We got inside the Cathedral in front of the big statue of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I instructed Father Ed to kneel while I remained standing, placing my right arm around his shoulders. Then he prayed after me some lines I stated. I knew Father Ed was overjoyed and we two did not expect that it would happen on the day of Presentation of Jesus in the Temple. Since then, in every Mass my Beloved Son celebrates, he had to mention the name of Blessed Mother Mary. After presenting Father Ed to our Beloved Mother, I started to kneel before him in taking communion and daily I offer it for his sanctification.
When I returned from USA last Jan.8,2010, Father Ed left Fiat House, Jan. 11,2010 and was transferred to Virac Cathedral rectory. He was sad leaving the seminarians under his charge for they were pleading to him to go back and be with them. Father Ed requested me to discern if it was God's will to be transferred. He believed always the result of my discernment because he knew it was a supernatural gift given to me, not acquired. If the answer would be yes, any part of my face moves and if the answer would be no, it would not. I asked God this way, "Lord, let me feel Your unique presence, was it Your will that Father Ed be transferred to Virac Cathedral?" My lips moved giving a smile. The answer was yes. It had been 3 days when I arrived and Father Ed transferred to where I was attending Mass. It was really God's plan to make our bonding as mother and son easy. Daily we meet and could do our SRRH and he could submit for pray-over. My pray-over is performing miracle. I could cast-out bad spirits and could fill-in good Spirits. The kind of healing I have, covers both body and soul. If the soul is sick, it radiates to the whole body making it sick also and needs to be casted out and the person had to repent and had to confess the sins committed to a priest, to have great relief. I required Father Ed to submit often for a pray-over, to cleanse his heart and soul; to attain our goal for his holiness. I admired him for confessing from a traditional priest often, a habit formed in him. In my latest healing to him, we observed that there was something sticky radiating on my palm whenever I massaged his whole body. I discerned what to call it and was given the name "holy oil sticky ointment". Only Father Ed had this kind of healing given. I discerned if it was a kind of shield not to contaminate his heart and soul from outside forces disturbing or destroying him and the answer was yes. All negatives casted out from those I healed pass through my body to deaden their capacity to contaminate others whenever I released them from me. I had to suffer pains and to die to myself just to give relief to others because I love them and my work. I felt joy after accomplishing something for others. Healing was given to me as a gift, so I have to give it as a gift and to earn merits from this. Those I healed who offered something coming from their hearts when accepted, were the ones earning merits, not me. I being detached from false worship of money and material things, I discouraged those needing my service for any remuneration.
How I longed that Father Ed would reach where I am now, for I was given the grace to sin no more being a new creation baptized in the spirit. In 1991 when the Holy Trinity started to dwell in me, God made it known to me that I was undergoing spiritual childhood before the Blessed Sacrament I visited. I heard a child crying while praying. When I stopped praying, the voice stopped also and no child was around. I discovered the cry came from within me and my Soul acted like a child. I reached adulthood now, having a Spiritual Son. Members of my prayer group, The Cenacle, had to call me Mama Nem although many were older than me and I, being older than them spiritually. My Cenacle members had not reached the born-again stage and only me had it. My vision for them was to become like me after Father Ed becomes holy.
Daily I had to write a journal whenever I was with Father Ed on what transpired between me and my Beloved Son. I shared my write-up to him after our SRRH. He nodded and sometimes smiled on what were written-up. He was thankful I was doing it for him because it served as an inspiration and a guide to follow and he could readily recall the pieces of advice, instructions and loving messages from a mother on situations I ought to praise him.
I did not dream that I would reach extraordinary level of spirituality because I considered myself as nothing as compared to others. I didn't know much how to achieve it. I didn't join communities that would make me well-informed. I would rather pray than join them. I read books that served as inspiration in my journey. Unusual things that were happening to me, I had never heard or read to adjust myself what I had learned and to interpret what were happening. Unusual things happened first before I learned what it was all about. The Holy Spirit prompted me which kind of book to read in order to find the explanation. Some of them were visions which I could no longer find in the book.
Before my book was written, I gathered people in a far-away place to give my spiritual testimonies. people with different kinds of religion welcomed me in my witnessing and from their mouth spoke of me as a chosen one. When I was in Califonia, I heard comments from persons I encountered who said, "You've got a profound expression of spirituality"."Your faith is universal, welcomed by all". "You are indeed a hidden treasure." With all the extraordinary things happening, I still could feel I am nothing being inherent in me. I am nobody, one who is helpless, frail and a small creature who could do nothing without God.
He who welcomes me, welcomes the one who sent me. He who welcomes a holy man because he is holy, will have a holy man's reward. I was permitted by God to write my story, to inspire you in your spiritual journey and to grow in virtues and in holiness.
Revealed by: Mama Nem
Written: California, USA June 28,2010
In the morning of June 29,2006, he approached me for the 2nd time and requested me to pray-over him. I was not surprised although he didn't see me praying-over others. It was his faith upon reading my book that inspired him to submit. He was really guided by the Holy Spirit for it was his ordination as priest in the afternoon. During my pray-over, he asked me what was radiating on my palm which was cool, menthol-like invisible substance in abundance entering his head down to the depth of his being. I simply answered, a healing balm which came from deep within me. He knew I didn't use anything except prayer.
After his ordination, I didn't see Father Ed more than six months because he was assigned at the FIAT House. We met again when he celebrated the Mass for my mother's 92nd birthday in her residence. Two months after, we met again on my way to the market. He called me while driving his motorcycle, so I crossed the street and we had a friendly chat.
It was April,2008 when I attended the End-Times recollection in Manila, Philippines presided by a prophetess name Dr. Mary Jane Even from Nebraska, USA. She was an instrument wherein holy messages were dictated by Heavenly Personages with direct, unveiled to her, no more, no less and not a single word came from the prophetess. After she wrote what were dictated, she had to present them to Heaven to be verified true and correct, any go-signal given was meant to be ready for printing. She published several books from 1993-2004, twelve years dictated messages. I read from the messages that one must find a holy priest and take care of him. During the lecture, she mentioned that the coming of Jesus is at hand and we should be ready physically, mentally and spiritually. I was prompted to discern and I asked God to dictate to me the full name of the priest he had chosen, for nine years I couldn't find one. It was flashed in my mind the name of Father Eduardo Zafe. I was overjoyed because he read my book already and it would not be hard for me to break the news. For nine years I'd been waiting, I couldn't find him for he was still studying.
I planned to contact him thirty days after my return from Manila, but to my surprise he himself, came to my residence twelve days after I arrived. He explained that somebody unseen was pulling and leading him to go to my place. This time I offered him a pray-over, then told him about my discernment that he was chosen to become holy. He couldn't believe why he was chosen. I told him it was an act of humility pleasing to God which was the same reaction when God was about to enter my being. I did not accept and did not welcome God for I felt unworthy and I was not ready. God was pleased on what I did. Many crosses were sent to me which I embraced all victoriously. These made me strong, ready and no longer afraid. I welcomed the Living God and felt Him entering my being lovingly and tenderly. I recalled the time when Father Ed had my first pray-over hours before his ordination. The healing balm and holy oil was in abundance which anointed him as a chosen one from the head up to the depth of his being. For almost two years I didn't even know this, not until I discerned and asked God to dictate the name of the priest he had chosen.
I offered another 30 days communion to Father Ed as a priest to grow in virtues and in holiness. We often see each other this time, I was destined to take care of him. He visited me to submit for a pray-over and listened to my spiritual sharing on how I was given Supernatural Gifts. He listened attentively being a humble priest and he was gaining something according to him which he didn't take up in the theology.
One time he visited me at 2:30 pm and as usual, we had our sharing and pray-over then he left. It was natural for me that he would come and go and felt nothing, but after 24 hours, 2:30 pm the following day, I felt so different. I pitied him and missed him so much. I cried and longed to see him. I was so concerned about him. I asked God what was happening to me. I could feel that Father Ed was like my son who came from my womb. I asked the Lord again, "Who is Father Ed to me? What is our relationship?" I was answered by flashing in my mind "Spiritual Adopted Son" The promptings of the Holy Spirit was so strong. I couldn't even understand what was happening to me but later I got the meaning what the Holy Spirit was trying to convey. The following day near the Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration Chapel (PEAC) Father Ed and I met which we did not plan. I told him what happened yesterday, that he was now my spiritual adopted son as prompted by the Holy Spirit. If this would be the case, he should call me Mama Nem, being his spiritual foster mother. After 5 days he called me Ma or Mama not mentioning my nickname in his own way. The intimacy we are having as mother and son was evident. I told him to be transparent with me as his foster mother to become closer. The affection of a son to his mother should grow so that in this way, it would be easy for me to present him to Blessed Mother Mary, the Mother of all. I addressed him my Beloved Son after I had explained to him our relationship even in my write-ups.
The time passed by and after 14 months, he opened up that he could not accept being a chosen one because he felt unworthy but he believed all what I had shared to him and the messages he read. I explained that the evil ones were deceiving him in order to stop him from keeping in touch with me and the messages. I told him not to be afraid because I myself, would lead him to holiness if he presumed he was not a holy one yet. I felt the overwhelming joy when he was enlightened and achieved another level of acceptance on the fact that he was a chosen one by God.
I reminded him to be prayerful to have an orderly life. He should help himself and not depend on me to earn merits. I had finished my race, now a witness of faith because I had reached spiritual fulfillment and experienced perfect love. All the merits I am still earning would be inherited by Father Ed, my spiritual adopted son, because we are spiritually related. Daily I offer 20 decades of the rosary to obtain my petitions for Father Ed. We prayed together at times, few to mention are the following prayers: Rosary of the Immaculate Heart, Sacred Heart Rosary, Rosary of the Divine Will, Chaplet of God our Father, Chaplet of the Divine Mercy, Novena to the Eternal Spirit of Love, Novena to the Divine Mercy, Prayer Against Satan and the Rebellious Angels (Exorcism). Every novena we had, I listed down intentions for him. Praying with me has a weight equivalent to a church community because the Holy Trinity is dwelling in me. The prayer in tongue which is permanent gift was given to me on a First Friday, Jan.03,1992.
My first time to pray for Father Ed was Sept. 07 the day her biological mother was still alive. She died Sept.8, the day when Blessed Mother Mary was born. Her mother was replaced by Mother Mary's presence for he longed for a mother. Mama Nem was born Aug. 12 and Blessed Mother Mary died Aug.13. I gave a meaning to this situation not mentioning the year for analysis, how I was destined to be a foster mother. When I first prayed for Father Ed, his real mother was still alive and she welcomed my prayer for her son. When she died, Blessed Mother Mary took charge as his mother. When Mama Nem was born, I took charge as his foster mother because Mother Mary had to leave after my birth. In this difficult times, Father Ed needs a mother whom he could really see personally to perform his role well, assigned by God. With the extraordinary gifts I am having, I have a special mission to accomplish with Father Ed being my spiritual adopted son. We are compatible with each other because we are one in mind, heart and spirit.
My role being a spiritual foster mother is a sacrifice itself. I have to die to myself just to follow God's will. Whenever we encounter, we have to perform the "Spiritual Routine Required by Heaven" or SRRH for short. I had something to pray on his chest and two palms for his growth in virtues and in holiness and the most awaited part would be the printing of Blessed Mother Mary's image on his chest by an angel. This could not be erased and copied by any artist. This would be the symbol of holiness.
Before I went to the USA for the first time, our SRRH was incomplete. During my stay in California last Nov. 1,2009, All Saint's Day, the Holy Spirit dictated to me the prayers and other things to do to make our SRRH complete. As I reflect on the prompting of the Holy Spirit, All Saint's Day was a perfect timing for my goal to make Father Ed become holy. I could perceive the truth that this would happen. Yes, he would become a saint someday! Whether successful or not, we would remain faithful to God.
Be it known that 3-3-3 is God's number and Satan double it making 6-6-6 as his number, because of pride. In our SRRH, I was prompted to use 3 sets of 3-3-3 and the details are for me and my Beloved Sons's use only. One set for God our Father, one set for Jesus and another set for the Holy Spirit. Now that you have known 6-6-6 as Satan's number, never accept his mark or else be condemned to eternal punishment.
I returned to Virac, Catanduanes, Philippines last Jan.08,2010. Father Ed and I met at the Chapel of the Saints the following day. We executed the complete spiritual routine required by Heaven for the first time. When we executed our SRRH at the Tabernacle Chapel, last Jan.10,2010, I felt an overwhelming joy. I couldn't recite the prayer because I was in ecstasy. Father Ed is required to kiss my ring every SRRH for it is the line of Grace to holiness. On my ring finger wherein the crucifix of my rosary sticks, served as a wedding ring in my spiritual marriage with God. Upon kissing my ring by Father Ed, as if a long wire as plugged to Heaven and my spirit was lifted up. I could not think or speak as if I was floating on the air then I regained my consciousness and we finished our SRRH. This happening implied the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist at the Tabernacle which was missing and did not happen at the Chapel of the Saints. I could even give my motherly affection to my Beloved Son in front of the Blessed Sacrament and my purity would never be tainted. God is happy for us because we followed His will that we should be spiritually related.
On the day of the presentation of Jesus in the temple last Feb.02,2010, while I was praying the Rosary at home, I was prompted to stop first and write a prayer stated this way:
PRESENTATION OF FATHER ED TO BLESSED MOTHER MARY by Mama Nem.
Mary, my Beloved Mother, I present to you Father Ed, my Spiritual Adopted Son. Mold him to become a replica of your Beloved Son, Jesus and be worthy to journey towards spiritual fulfillment until experiencing perfect love and be able to help me plant and propagate the seeds of love especially to those given the grace to be one with us in mind, heart and spirit. May the fruits yield more and in God's perfect time, Blessed Mother Mary, you present him to Jesus, your Beloved Son. Amen.
Then I went to church to look for my Beloved Son. We got inside the Cathedral in front of the big statue of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I instructed Father Ed to kneel while I remained standing, placing my right arm around his shoulders. Then he prayed after me some lines I stated. I knew Father Ed was overjoyed and we two did not expect that it would happen on the day of Presentation of Jesus in the Temple. Since then, in every Mass my Beloved Son celebrates, he had to mention the name of Blessed Mother Mary. After presenting Father Ed to our Beloved Mother, I started to kneel before him in taking communion and daily I offer it for his sanctification.
When I returned from USA last Jan.8,2010, Father Ed left Fiat House, Jan. 11,2010 and was transferred to Virac Cathedral rectory. He was sad leaving the seminarians under his charge for they were pleading to him to go back and be with them. Father Ed requested me to discern if it was God's will to be transferred. He believed always the result of my discernment because he knew it was a supernatural gift given to me, not acquired. If the answer would be yes, any part of my face moves and if the answer would be no, it would not. I asked God this way, "Lord, let me feel Your unique presence, was it Your will that Father Ed be transferred to Virac Cathedral?" My lips moved giving a smile. The answer was yes. It had been 3 days when I arrived and Father Ed transferred to where I was attending Mass. It was really God's plan to make our bonding as mother and son easy. Daily we meet and could do our SRRH and he could submit for pray-over. My pray-over is performing miracle. I could cast-out bad spirits and could fill-in good Spirits. The kind of healing I have, covers both body and soul. If the soul is sick, it radiates to the whole body making it sick also and needs to be casted out and the person had to repent and had to confess the sins committed to a priest, to have great relief. I required Father Ed to submit often for a pray-over, to cleanse his heart and soul; to attain our goal for his holiness. I admired him for confessing from a traditional priest often, a habit formed in him. In my latest healing to him, we observed that there was something sticky radiating on my palm whenever I massaged his whole body. I discerned what to call it and was given the name "holy oil sticky ointment". Only Father Ed had this kind of healing given. I discerned if it was a kind of shield not to contaminate his heart and soul from outside forces disturbing or destroying him and the answer was yes. All negatives casted out from those I healed pass through my body to deaden their capacity to contaminate others whenever I released them from me. I had to suffer pains and to die to myself just to give relief to others because I love them and my work. I felt joy after accomplishing something for others. Healing was given to me as a gift, so I have to give it as a gift and to earn merits from this. Those I healed who offered something coming from their hearts when accepted, were the ones earning merits, not me. I being detached from false worship of money and material things, I discouraged those needing my service for any remuneration.
How I longed that Father Ed would reach where I am now, for I was given the grace to sin no more being a new creation baptized in the spirit. In 1991 when the Holy Trinity started to dwell in me, God made it known to me that I was undergoing spiritual childhood before the Blessed Sacrament I visited. I heard a child crying while praying. When I stopped praying, the voice stopped also and no child was around. I discovered the cry came from within me and my Soul acted like a child. I reached adulthood now, having a Spiritual Son. Members of my prayer group, The Cenacle, had to call me Mama Nem although many were older than me and I, being older than them spiritually. My Cenacle members had not reached the born-again stage and only me had it. My vision for them was to become like me after Father Ed becomes holy.
Daily I had to write a journal whenever I was with Father Ed on what transpired between me and my Beloved Son. I shared my write-up to him after our SRRH. He nodded and sometimes smiled on what were written-up. He was thankful I was doing it for him because it served as an inspiration and a guide to follow and he could readily recall the pieces of advice, instructions and loving messages from a mother on situations I ought to praise him.
I did not dream that I would reach extraordinary level of spirituality because I considered myself as nothing as compared to others. I didn't know much how to achieve it. I didn't join communities that would make me well-informed. I would rather pray than join them. I read books that served as inspiration in my journey. Unusual things that were happening to me, I had never heard or read to adjust myself what I had learned and to interpret what were happening. Unusual things happened first before I learned what it was all about. The Holy Spirit prompted me which kind of book to read in order to find the explanation. Some of them were visions which I could no longer find in the book.
Before my book was written, I gathered people in a far-away place to give my spiritual testimonies. people with different kinds of religion welcomed me in my witnessing and from their mouth spoke of me as a chosen one. When I was in Califonia, I heard comments from persons I encountered who said, "You've got a profound expression of spirituality"."Your faith is universal, welcomed by all". "You are indeed a hidden treasure." With all the extraordinary things happening, I still could feel I am nothing being inherent in me. I am nobody, one who is helpless, frail and a small creature who could do nothing without God.
He who welcomes me, welcomes the one who sent me. He who welcomes a holy man because he is holy, will have a holy man's reward. I was permitted by God to write my story, to inspire you in your spiritual journey and to grow in virtues and in holiness.
Revealed by: Mama Nem
Written: California, USA June 28,2010