Mama Nem, Spiritual Mother of Father ED
My book entitled, "My Spiritual Experiences For Every Level of Prayer" was printed in the year 2001. After 4 years, I met Father Ed who was destined to be my spiritual adopted son. I had to give an explanation how and why this happened by having another write-up entitled, "My Life Story with Father Ed" to help Father Ed, an innocent victim of malice, be relieved from persecutions and to set others free, from sinning and branching out of sins, I was also prompted to reveal the extraordinary things happening in me to enlighten and erase the doubts of those who rejected me because of wrong notion or bad information and to inspire those who welcomed me with open mind and heart. Many could correlate the events in my life with the fruits of my labor, which I am harvesting now. Believe, be one with me and these would yield more as I propagate the seeds of love in your heart.
Now that I have reached spiritual fulfillment, worldliness is no longer in me, even malice of sin, I never entertain. How can I perform healing, by casting out works of the evil ones, if I am in the state of sin! Will the enemies obey my command? The gift of healing given to me is casting out or performing miracle. The victorious cross I had carried, up to Calvary, cleansed my heart and purified my body. God wouldn't give this gift if I didn't deserve it.
God who is so pure, uses me to let His healing power pass through my purified body and with a cleansed heart to do casting out of evil spirits or negative fruits. He gave me the Grace to sin no more.
I don't know how to heal. I'm only a channel or an instrument. I'm just performing what God inspires me to do. The power radiating on my palm comes from Him thus calling it Divine Healing and at times The Healing Touch of God. I don't even have to worry about the result of my pray-over. His will be done not mine. The kind of healing you receive, depends on the kind of faith you have. Upon laying my hands, I could even sense what persons think or feel. God has a way to talk to the soul by submitting for a pray-over.
My whole body has stocks of holy oil and healing balm with menthol and hot pepper sensation. Many could not feel these because of their defects and some could affirm right away what was given to them. Jesus could release added healing power for positive reactions of service rendered.
I had experienced perfect love, the goal of my spiritual journey. The Holy Spirit filled my whole heart with love and now it is overflowing, I have to share my love to others, that they may be one with Jesus, my Lord and my God. The One Triune God who is dwelling in me, is my only love. My body is His temple. If not for Blessed Mother Mary, I am not aligned with the blessed connection. She is my Spiritual Mother who molded me to be so and presented me to Jesus. The Holy Spirit was sent by Jesus to purify me and Jesus led me back to the Father. Now, the One Triune God (God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit) is now living in my being.
I don't want to displease God! To lose Him, means death for me! I have to obey His commands. Heavenly inspirations I have to perform. All the things dictated to me I have to do. Yes, knowing and following His will is the secret of sanctity. Now that I have reached spiritual fulfillment and experienced perfect love, there are still tests I have to undergo to sanctify my soul. God made it clear that He would never leave me unless I commit a grievous sin.
Why would I disobey God's laws, now that I'm experiencing Heaven while on earth? Why would I indulge myself to worldly pleasures in exchange with Heavenly Treasure?
God's unique manifestations supporting my testimonies are all spiritual in nature using my body to manifest His physical presence. I have not seen His face but I could feel Him moving in me. He used the story of my life, my spiritual journey up to the point of lifting my Soul to Heaven called the unification of the Holy Spirit and then spiritual marriage transpired upon uniting with the Heavenly Father and Jesus now being my brother spouse.
My relationship with Father Ed is not by the flesh but by the spirit binding us. He, being my spiritual son, I have to perform the role of a spiritual mother perfectly well, not just a pretense. Heaven would evaluate me in this matter. Whatever I do comes from my heart dictated by God for He is in me. He is alive moving inside me surfacing on my face. He is dwelling in my heart.
The luster of my virtues that embellish my Soul would overshadow the tactics of the enemies. Those who ruined my name must repent or else be condemned I have to shrug off my shoulders. I am not affected, I would never be deceived to commit a sin for God in me would triumph.
I had to pass the tests to earn merits. These are far Father Ed being my spiritual son. He would be the one to inherit because we are spiritually related. I had to suffer well, to accept and overcome trials for my beloved son. Increment of merits mean increment of my healing power and merits for Father Ed. Now, I am sharing to him the perfect love I am experiencing. I had to plant the seeds of love and be propagated by Father Ed. Be one with my flock having one mind, heart and spirit to see the light of the True Faith.
I would like to share with you the word of Jesus that caught my attention. Whenever I meditate on it, I had to contribute something in my own little way for He is using me. Jesus said to me the following, through His messages.
"I have chose you because you have no authority
and you are nothing.
Through your nothingness-
I will reveal My Greatness
Through your misery -
I will show My Mercy
Through your frailty -
My strength
Remain nothing so that
I may be everything
I do not want a rival
Die to yourself, so that
My Spirit breathes in you
Efface yourself, so that
Only I may be seen
I have chosen you
unfit for this task,
helpless and small,
without prestige
- to manifest through you
My Passionate Love
My Church needs a renewal
I have come to consolidate
My Church, so allow Me
to use You."
Never ask silly questions to God why He chose me not you. He is in-charge to choose He wanted. He knows everything who you are. His will be done. I myself, didn't know that the greatest and above all things would ever happen in my life. Never entertain in your heart spiritual envy or spiritual jealousy. Instead rejoice, give honor, praise and glory to the Most Holy Trinity who worked in me through the intercession of Blessed Mother Mary, for me to inspire, teach, guide, help and walk with you in your spiritual journey. Give praises and thanks to the Lord for letting me reveal the hidden secret of Heaven.
It took me 20 years before I was allowed to publish my stories in a newspaper and even to post it in the internet. For the meantime I had not done this, I had to find a way to let my stories be known publicly by photocopying my handwritten ones then had them circulate in any area. More blessings be yours to those who helped in spreading the Good News at their own expense, meaning they welcomed the One who sent me. I invite you to walk the path to righteousness. Hand to hand, I will lead you to holiness where Blessed Mother Mary is waiting to present you to Jesus.
Happy spreading and joyful sailing, amidst the crisis we are experiencing. Welcome to the Reign of Peace. Pray and desire to enter this New Era.
Mama Nem
Written: Aug.24,2010,Canada
Now that I have reached spiritual fulfillment, worldliness is no longer in me, even malice of sin, I never entertain. How can I perform healing, by casting out works of the evil ones, if I am in the state of sin! Will the enemies obey my command? The gift of healing given to me is casting out or performing miracle. The victorious cross I had carried, up to Calvary, cleansed my heart and purified my body. God wouldn't give this gift if I didn't deserve it.
God who is so pure, uses me to let His healing power pass through my purified body and with a cleansed heart to do casting out of evil spirits or negative fruits. He gave me the Grace to sin no more.
I don't know how to heal. I'm only a channel or an instrument. I'm just performing what God inspires me to do. The power radiating on my palm comes from Him thus calling it Divine Healing and at times The Healing Touch of God. I don't even have to worry about the result of my pray-over. His will be done not mine. The kind of healing you receive, depends on the kind of faith you have. Upon laying my hands, I could even sense what persons think or feel. God has a way to talk to the soul by submitting for a pray-over.
My whole body has stocks of holy oil and healing balm with menthol and hot pepper sensation. Many could not feel these because of their defects and some could affirm right away what was given to them. Jesus could release added healing power for positive reactions of service rendered.
I had experienced perfect love, the goal of my spiritual journey. The Holy Spirit filled my whole heart with love and now it is overflowing, I have to share my love to others, that they may be one with Jesus, my Lord and my God. The One Triune God who is dwelling in me, is my only love. My body is His temple. If not for Blessed Mother Mary, I am not aligned with the blessed connection. She is my Spiritual Mother who molded me to be so and presented me to Jesus. The Holy Spirit was sent by Jesus to purify me and Jesus led me back to the Father. Now, the One Triune God (God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit) is now living in my being.
I don't want to displease God! To lose Him, means death for me! I have to obey His commands. Heavenly inspirations I have to perform. All the things dictated to me I have to do. Yes, knowing and following His will is the secret of sanctity. Now that I have reached spiritual fulfillment and experienced perfect love, there are still tests I have to undergo to sanctify my soul. God made it clear that He would never leave me unless I commit a grievous sin.
Why would I disobey God's laws, now that I'm experiencing Heaven while on earth? Why would I indulge myself to worldly pleasures in exchange with Heavenly Treasure?
God's unique manifestations supporting my testimonies are all spiritual in nature using my body to manifest His physical presence. I have not seen His face but I could feel Him moving in me. He used the story of my life, my spiritual journey up to the point of lifting my Soul to Heaven called the unification of the Holy Spirit and then spiritual marriage transpired upon uniting with the Heavenly Father and Jesus now being my brother spouse.
My relationship with Father Ed is not by the flesh but by the spirit binding us. He, being my spiritual son, I have to perform the role of a spiritual mother perfectly well, not just a pretense. Heaven would evaluate me in this matter. Whatever I do comes from my heart dictated by God for He is in me. He is alive moving inside me surfacing on my face. He is dwelling in my heart.
The luster of my virtues that embellish my Soul would overshadow the tactics of the enemies. Those who ruined my name must repent or else be condemned I have to shrug off my shoulders. I am not affected, I would never be deceived to commit a sin for God in me would triumph.
I had to pass the tests to earn merits. These are far Father Ed being my spiritual son. He would be the one to inherit because we are spiritually related. I had to suffer well, to accept and overcome trials for my beloved son. Increment of merits mean increment of my healing power and merits for Father Ed. Now, I am sharing to him the perfect love I am experiencing. I had to plant the seeds of love and be propagated by Father Ed. Be one with my flock having one mind, heart and spirit to see the light of the True Faith.
I would like to share with you the word of Jesus that caught my attention. Whenever I meditate on it, I had to contribute something in my own little way for He is using me. Jesus said to me the following, through His messages.
"I have chose you because you have no authority
and you are nothing.
Through your nothingness-
I will reveal My Greatness
Through your misery -
I will show My Mercy
Through your frailty -
My strength
Remain nothing so that
I may be everything
I do not want a rival
Die to yourself, so that
My Spirit breathes in you
Efface yourself, so that
Only I may be seen
I have chosen you
unfit for this task,
helpless and small,
without prestige
- to manifest through you
My Passionate Love
My Church needs a renewal
I have come to consolidate
My Church, so allow Me
to use You."
Never ask silly questions to God why He chose me not you. He is in-charge to choose He wanted. He knows everything who you are. His will be done. I myself, didn't know that the greatest and above all things would ever happen in my life. Never entertain in your heart spiritual envy or spiritual jealousy. Instead rejoice, give honor, praise and glory to the Most Holy Trinity who worked in me through the intercession of Blessed Mother Mary, for me to inspire, teach, guide, help and walk with you in your spiritual journey. Give praises and thanks to the Lord for letting me reveal the hidden secret of Heaven.
It took me 20 years before I was allowed to publish my stories in a newspaper and even to post it in the internet. For the meantime I had not done this, I had to find a way to let my stories be known publicly by photocopying my handwritten ones then had them circulate in any area. More blessings be yours to those who helped in spreading the Good News at their own expense, meaning they welcomed the One who sent me. I invite you to walk the path to righteousness. Hand to hand, I will lead you to holiness where Blessed Mother Mary is waiting to present you to Jesus.
Happy spreading and joyful sailing, amidst the crisis we are experiencing. Welcome to the Reign of Peace. Pray and desire to enter this New Era.
Mama Nem
Written: Aug.24,2010,Canada